"My work may be garbage but it's good garbage." Mickey Spillane
I try hard to communicate with people, but then when I finally lose my temper they are surprised and offended.
To my mind I had tried repeatedly to discuss and make it all understood. At times I have believed that I was understood.
In the end nothing was achieved and months passed.
I suppose there are two possibilities.
1) the person did not remember our previous conversations.
2) I cannot communicate well.
I suppose I ought to add a third one:
I can’t succeed at anything.